Love You & Leave You (Dead)
Mandy is in love. She knows if anything was to happen to Cal, she wouldn’t be able to live with the pain. Or maybe she could, if she’s the one to kill hER.
In an effort to control the unbearable pain of losing a loved one, Mandy decides to be the one to kickstart the grieving process and instigate the loss herself—by killing her girlfriend Cal.
When Cal comes home from the hospital after suffering from a nearly-exploded appendix, Mandy is forced to question the mortality of her girlfriend. She considers the undeniable eventuality that one day, Cal might unwillingly leave Mandy through her own death.
With a few weeks bedrest on the cards, babysitting Cal becomes dominated by an internal struggle: Wouldn’t the pain of loss be so much easier to survive if she knew it was coming? If she was prepared for it?
poster design by mariella bucci
A dark comedy about modern relationships and obsessive love.
Dates
'The Scratch' - Wooden arrow productions @Young actors theatre London
29 february 2020
Scratch night - Theatre in the pound Scratch @ cockpit theatre London
20 april 2020
full performance - from the fringe @ new wimbledon theatre London
16 june 2020
Esther Thomas
Jennifer Johnson
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Crew
Writer Megan Young
producer andrei cotocu
dIRECTOR rACHEL jERMY
Lighting and Sound
design operator Robyn bedford
Cast
Mandy Esther Thomas
Cal Jennifer Johnson
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